It’s Sunday morning and the faithful have gathered. The title of the message is one of the first things I look for in the handout we get at the door. Today it is the Holy Spirit and I instantly wonder if the pastor has read It’s a Dance and whether he might reference the book. And now I’m asking myself if this thought is self serving because of my role in the publication of that book. Am I motivated by ego or mission? I’m putting the two on opposite sides of my mental balance scale. Neither one is light and I can’t see which way the scale is tipping.